Hey. The liklihood of you ever reading this is slim. I'm not sure if that's what i'm counting on or using as an excuse or what...
I work outside doing landscaping at a graveyard. I have for like five years now. It's a lot of quiet time to myself.
I think about you almost everyday. It'd exaterating to say every day... but its close. I think about a year ago i almost got on a train to try and find you and tell you that i can't stand not having you in my life. I then thought of all those movies and sappy books i've read, and i remembered the whole bit about letting someone be happy when they've found someone. And it's cheesy and maddenning as hell, but it's true.
You have your family and a good man and good friends. I can't see how me trying to get back into your life wouldn't ruin all of those things.
I'm not missarable. I don't spend my days wasting away thinking of you. I'm just in love. I always have been and i'm sure i always will be. While many days it hurts i can't be anything other then happy for having been cared for by you. Not someone LIKE you. You. I love you Katie. I know this will go unread... and i think it probably should, but i just needed to say it somewhere difinitive i guess. Lord knows i've said it enough in my head. I love you Katie. Always.

hi! you've been featured here!!

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hey babe, take a walk on the wild side.

*knock*knock* You still around? It's been forever!

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thanx so much for your comments! really are apreciated! you've got an ace gallery yourself!

take it easy dude

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i love your gallery! simple but amazing

nice gallery!

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hi there katie! its jess! im still alive! hehe howss it been going for ya?!?!? i dont really have time to explain everything thats been going on right now.... but if youd like, i updated with a journal entry and that will explain some stuff plus give some links to my more updated websites... hehe im glad to see your still on here and that i was able to get ahold of ya. hope everythings doing great for ya!!!! hope to talk to ya soon
luv always, jess ^_^

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"she likes killing you after you died" -tori amos.

~~~~ heheheh luv ya!